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Thoughts with fins and tails

Wednesday, December 03, 2008 |9:33 PM|

Does everyone think in the same way?

There're Tons of stuff i'd wanna write here..,
But i nv actually do.
probbb...
cause i think they'd be.. inappropriate? (not in the 'dirty' sense la)
or....
they juz dont materialise to words when i actually click "new post" and this blank screen for me to type comes up

ah
i wish stuff that juz goes through my mind every now and then'd pen down by itself at those instances

sometimes u want stuff to be heard. ur stuff that is
just that. mostly, they actually get a response from those u dont want from, and not from those u want from

sometimes, i dont even know why i dont wanna write stuff. why i think they'd be 'inappropriate'
LoL i mean..
everyone has their emo moments right
and anws, not all of these kinda 'thoughts' posts are emo what...
mostly, they're juz random thinking going on now and then
juz. maybe insightful. and deeeepppp. sometimes (most of the times? haha) just plain wierd
but i'm quite sure EVeryone has them. Random thoughts?
dunno why pple classify all serious stuff not-usually-serious-people write as emo

haha
oh well
I guess that was one of them

haha
ANWs,
I kept dozing off today
morning, afternoon, evening
feel damn tired and lethargic at times
(but now quite ok liao)

hah
JC life's over
not as great as i thought/i'd wanted it to turn out
some parts la
though others were better than i ever thought it'd be
mainly.... mixed

hated some stuff. totally
some...
made me feel damn shitty/stupid/
like i dont even understand how or why they happened
not regret. just.. confusion? clueless
lol
but (duno whr i saw this) life does go on i guess
u confused?
angry?
sad, disappointed, engulfed in self-pity or whatever..
life still goes on. and u hv no choice but to accept everything

JC life rly makes me feel like i've matured MUCH more. mentally
now
as compared to when i started it.
Feel like... i can understand stuff more. and all. its hard to type in words haha
But maybe i'm still as a kid as ever.
cause in the first 3months of JC, I remember thinking i was already quite mature
maybe we juz kp getting wiser as we grow older. lol
(dang we're getting old xD wahahaha)

andddddd.....
there goes a PRETTY long entry
oooo....
i juz realised that there're no 'Archives' in this new template
writing this here so nxt time i come to blog i'd remember to add that. lol

Till then!

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