OLA!

stop being nice....

Tuesday, October 21, 2008 |11:29 PM|

The moon somehow rises later now...

haha

Talking to pple, I honestly dont know what i was doing for the past 4 weeks!
rly rly zero studying (nt bragging...)
even though i told myself 6weeks to go --> will focus.
bah

but luckily,
I'm happy to say that i've really started. since saturday
haha
2 weeks....
still can la...
i tell myself

haha

and as i went to sch today,
i decided to walk to the bus stop
around the turn, i saw a RED bus. from a distance.
48 Is a red bus.
but so was many others gg along that same road.
66,170,etc...
i wondered...
should i run for the bus?
I didnt even know if it was MY bus!
if I ran for it,
and it wasn't 48,
damn. i would've wasted my energy
(and somemore, i didnt even know if i can run for it. like catch it even if it was my bus)
then again..
if i didnt run
and it Was 48, i'd reach the bus stop, thinking why didn't i run?
regret. probably

I actually wondered quite alot abt it, now that i come to think of it...

Would You have ran for the bus?

Well...
I did.
and to my delightttt,
it was 48! (woopie)

haha
but i realised...
if i didnt run for the bus,
and it was 48,
yeah. i'd have some feelings of regret i guess. that's natural for human beings right ._. haha

but if i did run and... it WAS 48
but i couldn't catch it and juz missed it by a BIIIIIIITttttttttttttttttt
(trust me, that has happened to me a LOT)
Well...,
At least i tried right.
my best.
Nothing i can do that the bus driver juz drove off even if he saw me running or smthn..
haha
and why shld i regret trying my best but failing?
~~'waste energy'?~~
haha

I guess...
somehow..
u juz have to give ur best shot bah. for everything. in life

Regretting really sucks.
especially
actually only. if u could've done smthn which would've given the outcome u wanted, and u didnt do it.
cause if u'd tried ur best, well,
u've given urself the best chance for that outcome huh.
there's nthn more u can do.. so...
even if the outcome sucks (a.k.a not in ur favour), u should....
celebrate the fact that u did ur best? and be proud of it? haha
guess that's where fate comes in.

some pple think their fate is 'sealed'
pre-determined. so whatever they do doesn't matter cause 'destiny's already planned out their life from birth to death for them.
therefore, they dont do anything.
but...
i dunno... what if ur fate is atually better?
there's gd stuff which can happen.
like....
u wont know for sure what u'd actually get, unless u try right. and try ur best that is. (so u can stand a chance of getting the best) (even though.. try ur best is nt equal get the best..)
haha
sooo..
when u had tried ur best,
and u still get crapp. (maybe... totall crap? haha)
Then, u can blame fate.
and maybe luck.
u did whatever u possibly could have done, and there's nthn more u can do abt it anws..
cause whatever's still in ur control, u still have a chance of changing it.
so why nt try ur chances. and give urself the best odds. instead of eliminating them and believing in the 'fate' of ur future being pre-determined.

I think fate shld be a past tense... kinda thing..
hahaha

sooo....
Therefore, we shld try our best for everything in life we still have control over!
(A lvls? for now. for j2s. loll)

yupp.
alrighttt....
enough philosophy...
(actually...)
what DO philosophers do? -.-
i mean..
now unis got degree in philosophy.
sooo.., a person with a degree in philosophy...
do what!? for a living o.o
(if u know the ans, plz tag --->)
hahaha

and.
sometimes, i honestly amaze myself how long-winded i can get
(think it's nt a very good thing.... ._." )
haha

hmmm

I juz wanna wish...
All J2s out there..,
JIAYOU!!
and Hang in thr!
grit ur teeth. clench ur fists.
do whatever it takes!
The end is near.................. (creepy music...)
lol
ok la. no need that bad..
Steady is the best
hahaha

k time to gooo

1 1/2 more wks...
give me strength

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bubblemadness

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 |11:46 PM|

OK!

I know NO one (or at least that's what I think...) is gonna blog abt today,
so I shall tell abt what a fun day today was
hahaha (ehh... the I in the on top the sentence is ACTually bolded. a bit the same as the rest sia... -.-)
haha
ANWS,

today was WYEMIN day!

and all us WYEMIN-dayers went to celebrate THE DAY.

It was fun i tell ya
we had fun, laughter and BURGERS
CARLS JR., PPLE!
CARLS JR.
(it's gonna get messy)

(it did btw.. -.-)
the GUACAMOLE-sh*t got everywhere
but it was nice

only bad thing,: the burgers took a chuk'o ma wallet

diggidydang

....
sht...
think i'm a bit high today
I DUNNO WHY

and i drank coffee is YESTERDAY
O.O

haha
maybe happy to see all the Odacers xD (HIGHLY POSSIBLE REASON)

oh well overall it was fun (course!)

....
ah
somehow, haven rly feel the urgency of As yet.
and that's a rlly bad thing
hurry brain! get into e moooood

bah

when everyone's bubble is so round and nice and big
and u're an urchin..
sucks huh

hahaha

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brightness?

Friday, October 03, 2008 |10:11 PM|

Has anyone checked out Ms Meta's thumbdrive?
a bit the emo...
but NICE HUH

To those who dont have a clue what i'm talking abt:
Ms Meta is the bestest ct(form teacher) thr is
and her farewell gift to us:
a 2gb thumbdrive EACH
F5!!!(maple-.-)
with a sorta-personalised msg inside EAch!

WAH
right?

hehehehehh....

oh and.
i forgot to thank rebecca for my ic+entry proof juz now.. THANKS :D

physically quite tired...
shall turn in early...

NIGHT

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takeanotherlook

|5:26 PM|

uhhh... haha
shoot. juzzzz now, i was feeling reallyyyy quite "URRGhhh.."
and i had ALLL these $#&%@)( things i wanted to write (whine? ._.) abt on the blog
but now a BIT die down already la -.-
sooo... haha quite stupid -.-.....
ahh but anws.., shall juz write loll

HMMmmm...
ok
To.... be pretty honest, I really thought that today was freaking fd up
haha
really. it was a damn _____ day.

Sorta the whoooole week, i'd been (trying to) do my jap.
damn what la. firstly, its what other pple prepared like MONths ago. and practiced dunno how many times. and i had to do it in like 2 days and memorise the script a day before the A lvl thing (today)
my consolation is that 'i'm juz aiming for an S'
haha

today....
started with me cutting and pasting my jap "speech" on the "cue cards" (they were postcards i koped from the concourse juz a few mins before that)

farewell assembly then. it was okk
aft that class thing
quite retarded but fun haha. juz the normal shout-for-no-reason and laughing and stuff

aft that was the class lunch.
haha
honestly, i was reallyyy bummed out that i couldnt go for it. cause of my A LVL jap oral..
like. it's supposedly our "last" outing for our time in sch what. and i like my class too lo..
zz.
but pple keep asking until like i dun wan go like that. What!
make me more sian+irritated only --.....
ok la maybe i got sian-ed too easilt by that. but it was prob cause the jap thing and all. damn ()&%$@ (u know.. all add and add then even nt that big thing will irritate u --...)

i ate guotiao in odac room by myself in the end >_>
but. i told myself. aih. it's A lvl.

then, it was like. maybe they'd still be out by the time i finish (3+?)
so can still celebrate the 'last outing' thing
sooo okk.

i went to bishan moelc
took the oral
and went home
(oral was ok i guess. for a jap student's std, FLUNKED (with a capital F. haha!) but for S... MAYBE still can bahh -- okok lo haha) (cause i nv even take before. so dunno how to judge how good or bad the marks'd be)

oh. went home cause. s45 pple eat liao then went home liao haha
I was juz oh well..

Anws,
bought some stuff from ntuc and walked home...
on the walk home, I got a call from Rebecca who said, I left my entry proof and IC in the MOELC!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(URGH!)
wah piang eh

after everything.(very tiring+sian-ing+stressful ok!)
i juzzz wanted to go home, kick off my shoes and rest.
eat a fruit. dinner. watch some tv. slack.
juzz.. take a break from the quite tiring week bahh (i haven even do my papers which they go through in sch already!) (jap lo)

then.
i had to go back to the mrt to take it
lucky rebecca takes the line to marina bay... haha..

sooo yeah.
when i was walking thr, to the mrt, i was really like f mannn... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz x 2752485024

but.
as i was walked back home from the mrt after taking my entry proof and IC, i kinda 'calmed' down a bit.. and thought.. ahhhh
AT LEAST, got rebecca go thr right.
it was really quite coincidental and surprising man.
like nv see for 3yrs?
then see haha sort of the only person i knew thr i guess
and LUCKY she knew Jaslyn who got my number.
andd that...
She took the train to Marina bay

haha

looking at those, i thought haha... aih. not bad la.
at least got those.
i mean... yeahhh...
dunno.
i still kinda think i'm being a bit too over-optimistic,
but
i guess that can be a good thing too -.- hahaha

yeah

i guess have to juz see the good stuff lolll
(sounds like the what. radio ad. 'only hear the good stuff' izzit?) hahaha

yeahhh
now quite calm down liao.
i dont think i'm gonna study today.
juz gonna chill for now...

whooooo

And that was my day.

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