get a hold of urself!

Sunday, July 27, 2008 |11:02 PM|

"Nothing that's worth having comes easy"

hmmm...
haha

another unproductive day :/ prob cause the momentum a BIT lost cause keep gg out the past few days...
but oh well... NEW WEEK

gotta start workin' harddddd mannn :D

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diffs

Saturday, July 26, 2008 |12:35 AM|

haha
I dont even know if anyone still comes online to check blogs and stuff often liaoo
with prelims and As and all hahaha
but anws, shall juz post.. xD

TODAY...
was a reallll long. but exciting!
and well... pretty fun day i guess haha

hmm yeah. it was a realllll long day.
cause now that i think abt the morning where we were screaming when we got through the lines to 98.7 for the "who's telling the truth" game, it felt like a couple o' days ago. lolll

ANWs,
morning was real exciting.
josai, me and faizah were in the room listening to the radio.
even though i wasn't rly a fan of SingFest, seeing how kanchiong faizah and rachel were the day before made me well.... wanna give it a try.
it'd be quite fun if get anws right. (though we highly doubted even getting through the lines)
haha
so i took faizah's phone, and tried to call with TWO phones.
redail and redail.
haiz it was boring alright (and repetitive. suuper factory-worker la! haha)
BUT
after like half an hour (lol ya i pressed those (after like half an hour (lol ya i pressed those ($&% darn buttons that long)
amp;% darn buttons that long)
I GOT IN!!!
tututu tututu!!! (phone sound -.- haha)
MAN
we were sooo excited
and they nv pick up!!!
we were scared the line drop before the song they were playing on the radio ends (cause they pick up at the end of the song what... and the phone calling can time out. haha)
SOooo... it kept tututu tututu VERY long
gonna time out then...
CLICK
I GOT IN OMGWTFBBQ
DAMN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

haha
but arh
got the second qn wrong (3qns correct for 4 tix (150 ea nia!) )
ah well.
but it was fun anws
even getting in was like YEAH MAN
hahaha
yup. exciting morn'

the rest was ok

aft sch, class lunch!
haha
kfc..

thenn... MOVIE with odac!
BATMAN. was nice
reallll cool
haha

Invest was hmmm alright
haha
at first like... honestly..., a bit. ok uhh... reallyyyy no mood. to even be high or what siaaa...
maybe tired/ not enough slp... or juz nv do that for vvvvvvvvvvv long liao
rly cannot siaa...

but after taking a few pics,
hahaha
yeahh... juz like old times again wahaha
nice..
(if u dont get it, it's ok haha)

expectations suck.
so juz go w what u get.
it's hard when u get disappointed,
but i guess regret's cause u lost sight of what u have now
consolidation to disappointment even after u tried ur hardest is.. prob that U tried ur hardest
haha
I guess no one can fight fate.
but then again.. u won't know what it is until it's over huh
so i guess there's rly no harm in trying cause u'd nv know if that'd be ur fate

haha
think i can join KI or philosophy LOL

whoo
i wan photos!!

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why we do

Thursday, July 24, 2008 |11:58 PM|

Sometimes, u juz pray realllllllllllllll hard, and it goes ur way..
quite nice haha

But others..,
U try ur hardest. not giving up at anything
and u still "fail" in the end.. haha

I guess what's meant to happen will happen bahhh
haha
but that doesn't mean we shldn't even try at all yea
cause if nt, there'd be the 'what if's
haha
no regrets is still better

hahaha

and....
wat the effffff!!!!!!!
!!!
$&%(@$ lizard poped outta nowhere in my room juz now!!!
damn *$&
chaotic commotion
glad it's gone
GEEZ

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!!!!!

Sunday, July 20, 2008 |9:02 PM|

YOU!

WHAT are U doing here!!!

Quick!! go study!!

if u're here to "take a break", do something u know is actually more relaxing!!!

yeah man

time doesn't wait
Dont give excuses!
LoL

(prob got a lot of sleep. a bit uhh... "energetic" now o.o hahaha)

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Friday, July 11, 2008 |11:27 PM|

hahh
I think everyone has this subconscious, or even conscious want to matter at least something to someone else. lolll
maybe that's why pple do whatever they do like uhh... some noisy kid shouting hysterically in class to get attention.. suicide bombers o.o pple aspiring to be someone "big".. haha
smthn like finding a purpose in life..? lolll

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haha

ODAC is nice xD
cause everyone's natural self is like just _____ (some positive word i cant think of) xD

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byee

Thursday, July 10, 2008 |9:08 PM|

wahh pianggggg
freakinggg tired siaa...
been having this small headache the whole day.
and after tuition.. wahh drained to the max -.-.. hahaha

oh. but math lecture today was fun :D
...wait.. since when's it not? xD

hahaha

danggg.
haha
i guess everyone juz wants to matter.

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the real thing

Monday, July 07, 2008 |10:05 PM|

[DISCLAIMER: if u dont feel like reading random stuff, SKIP THIS PART]

Random Stuff (LoLLL told yaa)

I wonder if anybody actually has a "real" them.
like.. u Are always U right..? oO
lol. erm.. take a... hypocrite..? for example..
"he/she's such a hypocrite -_-"
then... izznt it like... that's them? ._. to be hypocrit-ic that is. haha
means... that IS their "true" self right... which meanssss... they Are being themselves.
haha
quite wierd but yaa --
sometimes we say we're not really feeling ourselves. eg. when we're tired
but aren't we juz being ourselves..
like that's the way we behave when we're tired
or when we're "not feeling ourselves" ._.
.. maybe not being ourselves is when that behaviour is not the norm like.. not majority of how we usually behave (<50%?)(<-- style="font-weight: bold;">real thing is bahh
(so. lol. it's not that hard to be the real you, huh? yeah. even if u're thinking, what! of course it's hard to be the real me. u don't have an idea ._.
i think my ans is uhh... u thinking like that is already being u? ._. dont even need to try right. dont need any external effort ._. hahaha)
haha oh well.
maybe.
Another Paradox xD

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(Then again... i wonder if any of this (world) is even reall
(maybe we're in the matrix...) LOL)

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hahaha

ANWS,
3 days "holidays" were... hmmm not That badd
sat- family lunch
sun- s45 dinner
mon- check ups

Got some pics, but think i'll juz post 'em up another time.
Gotta go do ma' tutorials!

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thinking..

Saturday, July 05, 2008 |9:58 PM|

ulcers are damn pain.
mine's growing bigggggg again. juz like the time in olc haha
and they're gross la!
I always think like... they look like someone juz pressed the lit end of a ciggerate on ur lip -.-... (yeah eww >_>)

haha

optimism wears off with time ._.

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fate?

|12:10 AM|

hmmm..

haha
didnt finish my t3a >_> lol

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Bad day? Good day! oO

Thursday, July 03, 2008 |11:30 PM|

Wtf!!!!!
I was damnnnnn pissed juz now
(now a bit cooled down liao.. thankfully... haha)

TODAY...
was supposed to be one of those "My WORST day"s I think... haha
cause everything was... perfectly un-right. or so as i saw...

Morning..., I got out of the house. ok.
Then i took a bus 3 stops away to the 48 bus stop. On the bus, I suddenly remembered that i had left my Econs tuition file at home (and this is where it starts to go wrong. haha)
So i called my mom to help me take it to the bus stop near my house, and i crossed the road (twice) to the opposite-side bus stop (u'll know if u've crossed the road at the little india stop before. have to cross twice) lol.
When I reached the bus stop. there it was. the 57.(it goes to my house) I saw it, and ran to it. but was too late and juz as i reached like the window RIGHT behind the entrance door, it took off --"
Didn't have much of a choice, so i waited for around 5 mins..? for the nxt bus.
Took it back home, crossed the road again to my house the bus stop, and got the file.
haha
wheww.. finally got my econs file heheh
and i took a bus back to the 48 bus stop.
Dang. I juz missed the 48 (the st pat boys like juz left. only got two of them left at the stop)
So i waited....
and waited.........
and waited.....
(and waited...)
lol
and the bus came at 7.15 around there.
usually, the bus will take juz nice 20 mins to reach school the bus stop, (which leaves me with 5 mins to walk into school (quite enough) )
but somehow, maybe cause a bit later, the bus reached the school bus stop at like... 7.38? i ran across the traffic light, only to find the back gate already closed.
7.40 only what... arggg...
nvm. juz late lo.
so i went to the front gate...
at least can do some work (like econs essay for tuition) while i wait for assembly to end... :D
but...
as i walked into the school,
i saw pple coming out of the hall. O.O Assembly end so early?
I got to the ODAC room, and asked siew hwee, and she said assembly was canceled cause the mike was spoiled -.-...
yeah... totally -.-.................................
quite perfect right ._. hahaha

But hahaha
I wasn't pissed or anything actually. DUNNO why xD
Afterall, reach sch liao. and talk crap in odac room => FUN
hahaha
so i sooooooonnnnnn forgot abt the whole "perfect day" crap.

But when we went to econs tuition...
we took 55.
Dang. some $*@$ construction along the way made the bus trip damnnnnnnnn long.
and we were late.
But then again, we had quite some fun rushing to tuition... LoL! (dum dum dumdum dum dum... (Mission Impossible theme) xD hahahaha)

My hand was very pain though.
oh i forgot to say... i woke up with an aching right hand cause i forgot to put on the blue things to sleep last night -.-...
anws, my right hand was very pain. esp during tuition prob cause i was rushing on the copying...
it became quite swollen and yeah -- loll..

Thought it was over after that.
But TONIGHT...
I typed my T3a
The first one like finished liao. type until really quite good i think... (i put a lot of effort ok!)
Then.... I pressed save.
-SMACK
the page showed

CGI Error

The specified CGI application misbehaved by not returning a complete set of HTTP headers. The headers it did return are:

WTFREAK
I was really damn pissed at first. I write SO GOOD LIAO AHHH (AND IT SUCKS TO EDIT THE SHIT. U KNOW tt!)
but later. ah heck.
cant do n'thin liao. tml then write again lo.
urghhh

sooo... yeah. quite a perfectly bad day. hahaha
ah well, nxt day in 10mins xD

and anwss, dont think today was THAT bad la... things happened quite not favourable....
but haha. think the pple and company made up for it. honestly xD
it was quite fun come to think of it. everything lol :D heheheh

ANWS, putting everything aside,
(something random)

DID U KNOW...
THOSE GREEN (AND ETC) SIGNBOARDS ON THE ROADS GET CLEANED?

SEE.
-Proudly presented to u by the journalist extraordinaire Arkar- (right. hahahaha)

lol
told u it was random... xD

anws, time to slp!
quite late liao...
NIGHT

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008 |10:30 PM|

Wooo!
School was really quite fun today. for some reason. hahaha
damn retarded in lectures. and etc (verify with zl xD)
Maybe like... getting back social skills LoL!
honestly, think stay at home will become a bit anti social for a while lo xD
(like last few days, i actually no feeling staying at home liao. lol!)

Somemore, can rly tell the diff! in the going-out-tolerance level la! like.. last time can non-stop go out for a few days.
now.. today go SHOE-shopping with the odac dudes for like 3hrs... i rly cmi liao... eyes closing -.-
haha sooooo yup
haha
....
-nothing much to update-

shall go slp! night!

(T3A's annoying :/ hahaha)

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