Urgh.... Juz came back from jap O LVL paper.

haizzz.... damn disappointed....

The paper first section.. at first i dunno a lot. so i did those i know, which is like 3 out of 10. then the section section.. dunno wat they talking also. completely diff from the past yrs one la.. 3rd was ok. Then the compo section... i plan the two compos... Nt that well I guess...cause my vocab's pretty weak.. Then... I plan the two compos finish... I wan start writing liao.. But i was more sure of my second compo, so I decided to write it first. Then... I write until halfway, then I realised that I was DOING IT ON THE FIRST COMPO'S SPACE.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I quickly asked the teacher. She say cannot change the qn or wat. So ask me to do in another booklet. I had no choice and I did it. But only gt like 15mins left.... So...yea.... cannot even finish the compos. Finished one compo though... other one..half way.. haiz.. Then the rest of the earlier sections which I wanted to go back on aft doing the compos.... blank..

So yea....flunked.....O lvl somemore sia.... haiz..

The worst part is that... THis time, I REALLY Studied la. Wtf... the others said the section A, the answers MOST of them(probably those 7 I didnt ans at first) are NOT FROM THE TXTBK. WTF. They're like U muz practice jap regularly then know.. those type of "daily conversations" stuff.... zzzzzzzzz.... wtf man.... It's like... If I didnt study and didnt do well, I can still accept it la. But this time,... I really put in a lot of effort studying... I studied that stupid book a lot la... then like this... WASTED. ...urrghhh....damn wtf la... Those bloody setters.... nthn better to do but set hard papers... -.- Opps :/ haha [shldnt let one paper get the better of me =.= <---that sounds so lame]
Anws... yea.... probably served me right. Who tell me nv practice properly and constantly last time... urrghh..

Ok... Anws... that's it. Disappointed. a LOT.

Haha.. But no use complaining now. Like I ALWAYS say, "No use crying over spilled chocolate milk" -.- LoL

Well, anyhow.., I guess I'll juz have to do better for the other papers then :/

Happy Halloween PPLE!

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One word to describe today?
Roller-coaster.

Really... I never had a day like today._.

Ok... so... when did it start...? Ok... I shall start with the english lesson.

DURING the english lesson today, I kept asking Mrs Yeo about my english marks. Like... Trying to find any way which will raise my mark by like ONE mark. I think I like... kept asking...? Yea, I admit it must have been very bugging for her, but it was like ONE MARK. and I go up one grade in english, and my L1R5 goes down by one, and I can go VJ. Yea. ALL OF A SUDDEN Like that. So.... I tried means and ways to get the mark. However hard I bugged her during that one hour fifteen minutes, she wouldn't gimme the mark. Urrrgh. I wasn't like angry or anything at her la. I know she juz cant find my mark, but quite disappointed, i guess... Then, after the lesson, went up to her to ask abt the mark. Like any way I can change it? And she said smthn like "I cant help u... The marks are already keyed in. And why didn't u come look for me last week? that time maybe at least could have ammended the marks. now they're keyed in and cannot change already. Now the only thing u can do is ask Mrs Poh(the principle). But she'll probably say the same things she said to u all last week. that the marks are already moderated and....(blah blah.. cant rmb -.-)(but around there la)" Err... yea... as I was saying... she told me that. Ok, maybe nt. DISCLAIMER: IT'S NT QUOTED. That's wat i remember she told me anws...it....shld be around there bah -.- haha
ANWS, was pretty disappointed bah.. like ONE MARK! and can go vj liao. I found it like quite unfair la, seriously. but... wat to do? cannot do anything also... hahah...

BUT. I dunno wat came over me, BUT, I went to look for Mrs Poh aft school!!! ._.
Yea... O_O Feel free to O_O LoL. I mean now that I think of it, even i'm like O_O at what i did ._. haha. Like... I NEVER went THIS far for marks. Never. Last time slack slack. juz take wat i get. but this time? I was like DAMN persistant, and Principle's Office!? I never imagined I'd do this man. haha. but ANWS, I did.
I went to talk to Mrs Poh. I told her my situation and blah blah blah. And yea... aft a looooong talk, she said OK. Cause they had to reprint the result slips anws! So can juz change! And.. AND... I was like DAMN HAPPY LA. Like WOOHOo! And i went opposite, to go eat with the pple, and on the way like when I saw my friends, I told them the "good news" and like even HIGH-FIVE with the pple. WAhahaha. Finally i can go vj la! My efforts in being stubborn paid off! -_-
Kenneth zm they all were eating dessert. They already finished their lunch -.- The talk must have been pretty long sia. So anws, I joined them, and ate ONE OF MY FAV DESERTS: ICE KACHANG! Haha. Tell them the "good news" also. happy happy.
Then went back class. tell some pple also -.- hahaha. Quite Bhb I know, but hey, I WAS HAPPY. But aft a while I thought... wat if 7 pts still cannot go Vj? And.. Hz said nvm la. at least I tried my best to like try to get in. And I thought... Yeaa..! So.. happily went to sit at my seat. Then Chinese. Mdm chan give out papers and talk crap. Same old stuff. BUT THEN.....
SUDDENLY..., MS HENG CAME INTO THE CLASS!!! I'm like Oh shit. Wat's the prob now? But I never expected it to turn out the way it is. At that time, i was juz thinking... maybe she juz wants to tell me my actual "NEW" mark or smthn. Or tell me how she suffered and what she had to do cause of my er... "complain"..? LoL, But anws, that was wat i thought then. But... it turned out to be far worse...
They brought me out of the class. Mdm chan and her. Then... they were like... dunno... quite pissed? :/ They asked me why I told Mrs Poh that I had already told Mdm Chan that my marks shld be increased EVEN before looking for Mrs Poh.. I never!!! Where got!!?? But ms heng was like gott... Mrs Poh herself told her that.. And I was like Noooo...? I'm sure I didn't tell her that. But Ms heng was like yessssss... She even told mrs poh that I nv tell mdm chan first, and mrs poh told her that I told her that I already told Mdm chan.. And I was like Noooooo...... And she was like yesssss.... It's ur word against the principle's.. and some other stuff cant rmb -.- (why i cannot remember wat ms heng said arh? Like everytime only can rmb some. maybe that's why my english a bit lousy. LOL) (ok <---that's nt the point now) so ANWS, ended up in Mrs Poh's office, yet again. I was damn confused la... where got I told her that. I really nv tell her that... And ANWS, EVEN if i told her that i told mdm chan liao, wat difference does it make? The mark no change rite? Like... It's juz a misunderstanding. Can easily sort out wat... But I think Mrs Yeo was more concerned abt the "integrity" part? Cause Mrs Poh now thinks she is lying..? If thats's the case, I can understand la. I don't like ppl to accuse me of lying also, seriously. Like... ok la. I'll juz tell mrs poh that I didnt say that. Maybe she heard me wrongly wat.. so ANWS, the main point is that.. I didn't think that it would like go to the marks part. juz the miscommunication. integrity thing for ms heng.

But.... It was much worse. Hmm... Ok.. we enter the office, and I told mrs poh I seriously don't remember telling her that I told mdm chan. So like... she juz said.. ok la, maybe she misheard me? hahah. Yea.. I think i was kinda relieved..? cause nthn serious.. pheww...
But I dunno why.. I dunno..how.... it changed into that I shldn't get my 2marks for english! Like... they start saying it's unfair for the other pupils and stuff. yeaa.. I admit it's quite unfair also... but... I... dunno...greedy? I juz wanted it...the B3...Juz wanted the 7pts... I wanted to go to Vj.. haizz... In that office... we were like hmmm... arguing? abt my marks... Like.. ok la nt as serious as "argue" sounds. No shouting or nothing. No conflicts. Juz talking? (Btw, mdm chan was the most quiet. Probably didn't get much we were saying -.- LOL JKJK! haha.) but cause english..? Most of the talking was between me and mrs yeo. Mrs poh quite also....
So ANWS, after ANOTHER LOOOONG talk, this, then concluded: Cannot gimme the mark.
I was like WTF!? Walaaaooo!! Like... they at first say can.. then...cannot... damn wat la! make me happy juz now for nothing!? I even high-fived with all the pple la. Now cannot... wtf la...damn malu also. I mean... nt that it matters as much as the not-getting-the-marks-part, but it was er.... add-on..? -.- yea,(anws I only thought those on my way home) So yea.. Then I tried to talk in my favour lo.. of course... But... Ms heng keep saying cannot. Like it's too late ._. and she said like Mrs Ashari already looked through my paper, and I nv add marks wat. BUT, SHE ONLY LOOK THROUGH ONE POINT IN SUMMARY. THE REST HAVEN EVEN CHECK. <--i said.(nt shouting btw. hahhaha) but she say cannot again! I'm like grrrr.... But... haiz.. wat could I have done? teachers leh ._. That moment, I almost gave up hope... but suddenly thought of smthn. I told them, I can go home and take my paper. And the teachers can look through it again. Cause I didn't get a chance to let them look through last week. MRS YEO WAS LIKE. Urrrgh!! She was a bit against the idea of giving me a mark la!! Seriously. I mean, at least that's wat i thought. Not launching any personal attacks on her or anything, but... yea.. Well, to make the long-talk thing short, I got a CHANCE to go take my paper and bring it back to sch for the teachers to check. Mrs YEO, said she won't be in sch anymore in a while, so told me to ask mrs ashari. So I was like yea, why nt. And she's the one who marked the paper anws. Hahahh... that time i was like really gonna give up hope la... seriously.... Even Mrs Poh was like telling me... 8 points is already very good wat... and... Tj is good la.. this jc is good also wat... and stuff like that.. hahah. like... I get the message la. It's impossible to get my marks. She even told me.. smthn like... ok la.. let me go back home take my paper and let the teacher check, juz to "put my mind at rest".. and it was highly unlikely that i would find any marks in my paper. She told me also to not be too disappointed if my grades nv change or anything.. hahahh... Really... sounded to me like there was nt even a glimmer of hope left.
But I was stubborn. I guess.
I straight away went back home, nt even taking my bag. And came back sch. in an hour. On the way... I was thinking of that "why i even high-fived and now malu myself" and stuff. why...why so URGH one.... Raise my hopes all the way up... now bring them down back to the ground. Haaiizzz...
Quite worried la. And also confused and nervous. Mixed feelings? -.-
So yea, Reached sch at like 3.45 and went to the class. No one in, cause gt geog. Then gt my ans sheet for the compre from Naomi(thx naomi and lijie!! :D) and check check. Then went to staff room find mrs ashari. She nv pick up the phone. Ms heng also. left sch liao. I ask the teachers they also dunno where those teachers are. So ANWS, spent quite long looking for them, and ended up in mrs poh's office again. I was like really... very... apologetic..? I really trouble all the teachers a lot la. ESPECIALLY Mrs Poh. I mean, including ms heng and mdm wong, and mrs chong, and a LOT. I'm really very sorryyy... I never meant to be so much trouble... x_x haiiz..... anws.... Mrs poh was really nice. Really! she's Really really nice la. She try to help me like any way she can and... aiya, i dunno how to say. she's juz really... Now my impression of her is BEST PRINCIPLE IN THE WORLD. :D LoL. Yea, really very nicee. Hahahahh. Ok shall shut up abt mrs poh for now.
She help me get mrs ashari and I got to her. Then...
Oh yeah, before that....., forgot to mention... Before I left sch for the paper, I was like outside the staff room with ms heng. And I was really very apologetic to her also. I kept saying sorry a lot.. why..? I dunno... Quite sorry towards her also actually. Like I had to trouble her so much also... arrrghh... I feel like such a nuisence to the teachers ): but... yea...
...soo... Mrs ashari... she basically asked mrs lawrence to see my qns. the parts she marked. then... no marks. But yea, those parts i didnt really see any marks there. Then I was brought to Ms Teo. the summary marker. Woahh... she's DAMN NICE LA. Quite old... She's like a nice old grandma.. haha. really very nice teacher. She like... reallly explained to me the pts and stuff, and tried to gimme as much marks as I could. Hahahh. In the end, I gt one mark from her. And aft that, went through the rest of the compre qns with mrs ashari and gt another two marks. But yea, they didnt mark the qns properly at first i think. So.... yea... then... I was... happy again? But Nt really the Woohoo! type. I was like... Finally... More happy that the thing is finally over.. So.... yea... that's wat happened today.... Pretty rocky rite? I never experienced such complications before in my life la. Seriously, nt even half of today's. Probably cause I never really chased aft marks as much as today before. Hahahh...
And to all teachers.... I'm REALLY SORRY! I was probably the most...nuisance for this prelims thing? hahahhh... really very sorry to have troubled u all.. and also.. muz thank. hahahah.

SO YEA. That's abt wat happened today. I hope my marks dun change again tml.... I'll juz faint on the spot it that happens. Hahah. Yea... Today.... quite a different day I guess... Met a lot of nice teachers though. hahaha :D

And... I MISSED GEOG!!! T_T EVERYONE tell me i missed Mrs Lim's Love story!! AHHHhh!!! T_T I wanted to goooooooo!! NOOOOooooooooooooooooooo!! T_T
...awww man.... nvm... tml go find her. wahahahah

Oh yeah. Today... Mrs Lim GAVE US ALL A CARD!! AHHHH. [the bio one] LoL!! And everyone had a DIFF msg and DIFF "WORD" representing us!! The word she thought suited us the most!! hahahah. SO NICE RITE. Everyone DIFF somemore LEH! hahaha! Aw man... And we all were like... why izznt SHE our form teacher!? and really... WHY!?
-.-

-endddddddddddddddddd- [rough and strange day -.- haha]

Went to j8 with 2/4 pple, cause today's...... *drumrollss* ZHONGMING's BIRTHDAY. hahahh
We went to eat at pasta mania, then go swensens to... u know... hahah. 2/4 tradition. What can I say? We're cheap. Err... I mean Thrifty. savvy. -_- hahahh

After that, went to james' house with phil and play. -.- we suck at sports games man. Me and james cannot even play soccer properly -.- golden goal time, then still cannot. tie tie tie. Philip and james cant even beat the Cavaliers in EASY MODE! LOL. We're dumb ._. Philip keep dunking la.(cause that's the only sure go in tactic -.-) hahahh

Hmmmm... Mrs poh came to talk to us today during chem... and yea. Juz to tell us that the marks are completely alright, and moderation is not necessary. hahaha. Oh well, I guess I'll be going SA then! :D At least for the first 1 1/2 months. hahaha

Oh that reminds me... Told my parents abt my results yesterday. Hmmm... It was nt wat i expected actually.. My mom... I told her... i got 11.. and it's nt that good. Told her.. I'm nt even sure i can get into a good jc. probably cant. And not the expected loooong lecture came, but she was actually like "ohh. Ok. Then work hard for the O lvls lor" hahaha. and that was it! She probably knew that I tried quite hard. especially comparing to the last few exams, where I dun even really study. it cant be helped now anws. Not like she lecture for 2 hours, then I suddenly get one bonus point rite. hahah. Yea.. I felt a bit wierd, but happy that she juz let it go. I mean.. I know some pple get nagged at abt this. Hahah. Honestly, (not trying to boast or anything), but... I feel quite blessed to have my parents as my parents :) hahaha. they're really understanding (most of the times) hahaha.

.. ANWS, during chem today, I was trying to tell the pple abt the Bird Flu thing by jackie chan, and the funny "adaptation" mr brown made. dang, only like 2 pple got wat i was saying la. So... I shall post it here. wahahaha
go...
http://www.unicef.org/infobycountry/china_35338.html
U see the box on the right? the one with "Watch the full PSA in which Jackie Chan and six children use birds made of origami paper to illustrate the importance of avian flu prevention."
And watch that vedio.
Then.... dl the podcast from
http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=296
and listen!
DAMN FUNNY. Roll on floor and laugh man. Clean the floor in the process too ._. hahaha

ANWS, that's abt it!
I sure am lookin forward to the after O lvls!! Can play whole day!!haha. SO.. muz work hard now. can play with ease then. MUaaahahaha
THAT'S THE SPIRIT ARKAR. U CAN DO IT MAN. (<---getting schizo again -.-)
hahahahah

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Got back ALL our Prelim papers today.. hahahh.. quite traumatizing actually. all at once ._.

Sooo... how did I do? well.. I got 11 pts. L1r5. hahahh.. Quite disappointed actually :/ My dreams of getting into Vj are.... *poof* gone. Dang it. haha. well, everyone told me that it's nt over... still gt O lvls.. work hard for it and can get into Vj one... BUT... For me, it's quite hard liao. pretty much almost-impossible. cause... the only way i can get the -4 bonus pts is to go into MY jc for the first 1half months.. cause I nv take higher chinese.. crud.. I dun mean to discriminate or offend any higher mt-taking pple, but.. I seriously think that the system is not fair! haha. Like... juz pass then get -2 pts? that's like too much la. I know it's actually good for those with higher mt, but... it's really a disadvantage to pple who nv take la .. :/

Haizz.. but who am i trying to kid? even if i got -4.. i would still get 7 la. hahah. still cannot get into Vj. AHhhhhh

Oh yeah. That made me realise... Why the sch set the english paper so hard arh? crazy leh. damn hard la. I mean.. the marking scheme is like OMG strict. I think the compre especially... Like... almost everyone gt 50% for the questions la. walao... I heard... the whole cohort only gt 5 A1s la. wtf!? How they expect us to go to a good jc!? I mean... the school "moderates" the marks, but those are only for the borderline cases to help them go jc! yea they do need it, and i'm happy they did their moderations. Everyone can go to a Jc. GReat. But... wat about a GOOD JC? Wat use is there if like other than a handful, we cant go to good jcs!? urrrgh. damn wat la... Last time, they moderate then moderate until the whole sch moderate together.. now dunno why like this. haizz.
Then somemore, every school different papers, and of course they would be of different standards. And cause of this, some other schs got like so mani of them getting 7pts and 6 pts. Yea, personally, I think this is really unfair. Seriously. how did they even think of this system? I wonder. -__-

Both the higher mt, and prelim papers I think shld be taken out of the system la. LoL. haha... But honestly... it's juz cause it's unfair... for pple like me. Hahahhh.
Maybe I really didnt try hard enough LoL -.-

Haha. Blah. Maybe I'm juz too concerned abt the marks.
hahah. anws, I'm planning to go to SAj. Nt sure yet though. a lot of pple arnd the same l1r5 as me seems like gg there. haha. peer influence -_- and I think its pretty fun la. lol. Then... if i get good grades for my Os, aft the first month and a half. hahahh. Oh well, I'll juz see what future got in store for me! (<--- that sounds so cliche -.-)

hahah.
WoohoooO! :D

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